Change......it's not easy!

2 days pass and I find out it's really hard to change myself on my routine...
I had set a timetable but it's show itself a bit useless...
What am I thinking? (=.=)"
I am the one told myself to change and still go on the suck life now...
Screw me off !
If I keep go on ,I don't dare to think about what the suck am I for the future...
God..........gosh! God helpless......
I am the only one can help myself (T^T) but I....It's hard to behave myself for sometime..no...even a single second.....
I had set up a timetable and my mind keep the old routine on.....who can help me ?
Arggggggg!!!!!!!!
Glum!Dizzy!
Hukakaka!Hukaka!!

Wake up my dear Eric!!!!!!!!!
Follow the time table you set!!!!
Yup! Bitch❤ juz do what I told!