Why L>O>V>E going to be so hard to me ?

It's not easy
Though I'm used to be a loner
Loner, not an easy character
You gonna sleep alone, eat alone
Things always go on lonely....

Well...Who like it?
Envy with the couples around
I have been thirst for it but nothing I can do....
I have a try...no! Twice.
It's not easy to people like us...

I know LOVE since I was 15
and a shock I would like to tell is
I still KEEP MY 1ST KISS,1ST SEX and 1ST LOVE AFFAIR
Well....piss it off!
Damn!

I'm not emo
juz say somethings here after read somethings else..
It's great to be love or dote on by someone
Am I lack of it ?
Who know...