他不属于我

一个小小惊喜
没想到他竟然提早回
他的脸
一如往常让我迷恋其中

在备考
嗯……
习惯性帮他按摩
他从不拒绝我的按摩
接近
谈天
从后微抱
贴在他的背上

心里很满足
不过
我知道他不会属于我
因为他不是

It'll be wonderful if i can get him as my bf...
but though begin or final
he never belong to me...never
our limit juz can b a fren...may b a good fren but lover
he noe i lik him before( i told him...he answered me " I use to rdy." OMG i cant think he can say such word )
I appreciate he not refuse my approaching n continue being fren wif me...
if he do tat i think i ll 鄙视 him@@*
may b tis can b a reason i hate him or watever but he don giv me the chance
he still being a good fren wif me as usual
although somtim he ll strunggle cos of my overtouching
but he doesnt seem so sensitive to my sexual n my 'liking' ^^
so i don hav reason to escape from him
anyway
i am controling my myself not to falling fully on him
i think i succeed
wen din see him...i 'll think nothing about him
n no feeling to him
but i cant make myself as tis if in front of him out of control Wakakaka!!
Sometimes the SHit Da Rong will talking about somthing suck to me
i ll feel not so good...yes about him...

Look lik wri too long...
end it up here ^^